Monday, June 29, 2009

I am happy to report that I did not sit at home and cry yesterday! Even though I really felt like it, I kept myself busy. I also did not call or text Tim. Yes, thats right 2 days! It's incredibly hard to not talk to him, but I think this is the way he wanted it.
Kristy and I had planned to take Preslee to the pool. All I wanted to do was lay by the water and relax. Too bad the rain drops started to fall just as I was leaving my house. On my way doen the valley I swear I saw a bolt of lightening hit the ground. Yet, I held out hope for the sun to shine! By the time I made it to Kristy's all my hope had faded!
Never fear we did have a back up plan. Lunch at the Mexican restaurant was just what the Dr. ordered. For the first time in 3 days I actually laughed. It was great to get out of the house for a few hours. After lunch we went back to Kristy's house. She has high speed internet and I really wanted to catch up on Army Wives. Army Wives has been a favorite of mine since the first season. For some reason I have missed every episode of this season. In the process of catching up, I kinda got Kristy hooked!!!!! Hooked or addicted?? A little of both I think.
After a quick trip to the snowball shack and Wal-mart I headed home, just in time for the new episode of Army Wives. Last night was the best night of sleep I have had all weekend. Maybe because I woke up way to early yesterday morning and didn't take a nap all day. Maybe my mind is just so overworked from all the stress. Either way I am grateful for the rest. Lord knows I needed it.
On to today. I have no idea what today holds. I know that I will take it one minute at a time. I will continue to pray for strength. I will try hard not to think of Tim every minute, even though that is all I can think about. I will survive!
(Sorry for the lack of pictures. My camera is at Tim's along with all my other stuff. I had planned to go get most of it today, but ran into a roadblock, well more like a garage block. I hope to have it by the end of the week, so I can take pictures at the fireworks show this weekend.)


Anonymous said...

Bless your heart! It will get better! :)

Kimberly said...

Praying God fills all the holes in your heart.